Just ’cause you’re not ready to let it shine

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Words.

How I wish they would come up perfectly, correctly, surfing on the paper as if they were meant to be.

How I wish so many things ! So many things I can’t make true.

Because I’m scared. Because I’m scared to let myself shine, to make the world see what I can do, what I can feel.

I wish I was fearless, I wish I could change people’s lives.

Unfortunately, wishing on a star was never my cup of tea. Nothing of what I wish happens.

The choices I make, I know they’re gonna come true. I do not take risks.

I chose the safe path, the boring one. The one I know I can make it to the end, the one that’s boring.

I don’t know if, in the end, this decision will be worth it.

Will I be able to explore what I wanna explore? Will I be able to share with the world what I can do?

Will I change the world? Will I be remembered?

For some reasons, I wish to be remembered.

I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish,I wish, I wish, I wish…

I wish on shooting stars.

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I’ve never seen one before.