Comment savoir si ma vie est parfaite?

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En faisant un “quiz” à sauce My Space, mesadmes et messieurs!

[x] You know someone that cares about you. (Who doesn’t?)
[x ] You have a boyfriend/ girlfriend/ fiancee/ husband/ wife
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You get good grades.
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still together.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard. (Shit! My life is now ruined!)
[x] You live in a house/apartment.

T O T A L: 9

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[ ] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don’t use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
[x] You laugh more than twice a day.

T O T A L: 18

[x] You have over 100 friends on facebook
[x] You have pictures on facebook
[x] You get allowance.
[x] People don’t make fun of you to be mean
[x] You look forward to going back to school
[x] You don’t wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[x] You do something after school.
[x] You shower/bath daily.
T O T A L: 26

[] You own a car.
[x] You usually don’t fight with your parent(s).
[x] You’re healthy.
[ ] You’ve never had a cavity.
[x] You are happy with your appearance.
[x] You aren’t self-conscious at all.
[ ] You have never gotten a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
[x] You have so many inside jokes with friends.
[x] You know your parents care and love you.

T O T A L: 33

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about many people.
[x] You are fully happy with your life.
[x] You usually aren’t sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[ ] You own a pet. (My love is DEAD!)
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[x] You don’t have any enemies.
[x] You are happy you’re living.

T O T A L: 42

Now count up the numbers and multiply by 2. This is how perfect your life is.
Repost this as ”My life is 84% Perfect”.

N’importe quoi.

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However, I don’t need much to be happy. I don’t expect people to do what I would like them to do. If I want something, I go and get it. I don’t wait, sitting in my bedroom, crying my ass out because my life didn’t turn out the way I wanted it to be. I get what I want. If you don’t get it, it’s just because you haven’t tried hard enough. I hate weakness. I, sometimes, am weak… but who isn’t? The only thing is that I don’t let this weakness grow on me. I fight. I’m a warrior. I’m a survivor. I do what I have to do to get to my dream, my happinness. Do not ever count on people. People are here to help you go through hard times but the only person that can actually help is  yourself. Your friends are not here to make everything work out. Thet are human beings after all. You make your own happinness. You create your path. You are the one who has to push things up. Don’t let yourself down. Grow up. Be who you want to be. Don’t ever let other people drag you down. They are not worth it. You are better than them. You are. You just have to believe.

If you believe, then… it will show. Everything will take its place perfectly and your life will completely change. Make it happen.

Hope, believe, fight & win. Freedom knocks at your door.

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Parfois, je pense à qui je suis et ou je m’en vais. Avec le temps, et surtout avec les circonstances des derniers jours, j’ai réalisé beaucoup de choses sur moi-même et sur la vie. Je suis une personne qui croit à la bonté des gens. Je crois que tout le monde a un potentiel quelque part et qu’ils ne doivent pas être jugés pour ça. Je suis quand même une personne agréable à cotoyer et je ne cherche jamais le conflit. Je l’évite comme la peste. Je déteste les situations conflictuelles, à un point tel ou je fuis carrément. (Ceci est un défaut, pour les moins nantis cérébralement.) Je choke les situations que je pourrais éventuellement améliorer. Malheureusement, la seule personne avec qui j’ai des conflits, c’est la personne qui ne veut pas les régler. Ça me prendre tout mon petit change (hey, c’tu pas assez poche comme epxression… fuck) pour faire un move quelconque… et je me fais shooter d’la marde. Merci beaucoup. Pourtant, il y a juste avec cette personne là que je suis comme ça. Étrangement. Je ne me sems pas comme moi-même. Je me sens comme l’enfant que j’étais. La personne manipulable, influencable et si naive… Un jour, la chenille est devenue papillon… Par contre, ce papillon n’était pas tellemetn apprécié par la chenille. D’ailleurs, cette chenille est toujours chenille, selon moi. Je ne sens pas d’évolution… Je sens le poid du passé à travers ses mots. Je sens ses difficultés… mais je ne peux juste pas les entendre… – Je ne comprends pas le chenille, étant un papillon – ‘a tête et mes mots passent de droite à gauche, de haut en bas et de X en Y. Je ne sais plus de quoi je parle, mais tout ce que je sais c’est que je peux enfin m’exprimer comme bon me semble… à l’heure que je veux… au moment ou je veut. Je suis bien. Je suis libre et je crois en la bonté des gens.

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Je vous le répète encore, mais à tout ceux qui sont dans ma vie et qui me font pas vivre un enfer, je vous remercie. Vous êtes des gens extraordinaires et suivez mes précieux conseils de warrior plus haut… parce que… PLEURER, C’EST GAY!!! *pousse son nez – virilement – avec son pouce*

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